Metamorfosa.

Pernah nonton short or long film tentang kehidupan? Atau sekiranya baca dongeng tentang semesta? Kadang emang terlihat fiksi dan kurang masuk ke logika. Mirip khayalan seseorang yang mempunyai imajinasi berlebihan, atau mungkin di kehidupan  nyata si penulis ini ngalamin hal tersebut.

Waktu SD, gue mana ngerti yang namanya sahabat. Taunya cuma temen sekolah, temen main dan temen ngaji. Udah itu aja. Boro-boro megang gadget sueper cuanggih kaya anak PAUD jaman sekarang, punya hand-phone pertama kali aja pas kelas 3 SD. Inget banget dikadoin Nokia 3310 sama Abang. Seneng? Yaiyalah. Dikelas cuma gue doang aja dong yang punya hp. Tapi ditenteng doang, gabisa mainin. Cuma tau tombol ijo buat angkat tilpun. Sedihnya lagi, temen-temen sebaya gue belum pada punya. Terus mau sms-an/tlpn-an sama siapa? Dah. Kaga guna bener punya hp. Kalo mau main tinggal samper aja, pasti dirumah. Mau kemana lagi, rumahnya sebarisan gitu.

Eh udah mulai besar, badannya dan umurnya pun. PUTIH-BIRU, BRAYYY! Nungguin banget ini mah ya pake seragam sekolah menengah pertama. Ala-ala banget pindah rayon dari Bekasi ke Jakarta, biar bisa sekolah di Jakarta. Biar rada jauhan. Untungnya dapet negeri, gak sia-sia banget ngurus ini itu anu ono. Jreeeeng! Masuklah gue ke SMP favorit. Seneng dong. Dibangga-banggain pun. Dapet deh nokia 6600 dari Abang pula, buat selfie seenggaknya (ini udah pinter ngotak-ngatik hp). Ketemu temen baru, suasana baru dan mulai tau kalo jalanan di pagi hari itu muaceet. EDAN EUY. Lalu, disinilah gue tau namanya sahabat. Sampe sekarang ada, biarpun jarang ketemu. Yailah ketemu, ada kontaknya aja jarang ngobrol. Temen mah banyak, cuma temen aja sih. Tau nama, tau muka, tau twitter-path-facebook-ig-bbm-line-nya, tapi yaa cuma punya aja. Sahabat gue dikit bgt disini, apalagi pas lulus, amburadul kemana-mana. Punya temen baru dan sahabat baru tanpa lupain sahabat jaman ini. AH KANGEN AMAT SIKKHH!

D'GIRLS RAINBOW. Apalah ini arti nama genk-nya. Suka geli geli jijik gitu bacanya. HAHAHA masya lalu, tapi sayang sampe hari ini. 

Yuli-Ayu-Indah-Jihan-Meji-Lina

 NAH INI. DISINI INI NIH! Putih Abu-Abu, gitu. Seragamnya cucok marucok. Tingkatan paling-paling. Disini temennya lebih buanyak, lebil merembet embet embet. Tapi sahabatnya itu-itu aja, gak kurang gak lebih. Iya segitu doang, BERLIMA. Haha kalo diceritain yang ini mah pusing sendiri. Sahabatan nempel terus kesana kemari macem bebek. Eh berantem. Udah berantem, bikin kubu, udah yakin banget gak akan ngumpul lagi, udah bener-bener yakin gak akan satu paham lagi. Nyinyir di sosmed, ngebully ini itu. Bikin malu aje. Lah, nyambung lagi. Sahabatan lagi. Sekarang? Liat aja gimana deh sekarang. Mirip mimpi kalo inget, suka gak percaya. Kalo kata Prily mah, udah jodoh banget lah kita. Kalo tau tulisan gue tentang SADEGG di blog ini pasti tau awal mula di bentuknya sampe sekarang.

Mid 2011

Mid 2014

Last Oct 2014

And this is another best friends i have in the world. BLONSOOOOOO~ Ya ini mah gausah panjang lebar banget.  Kenal mereka itu asik, super asik. Biar anggotanya mecar kesana kemari, tapi pengen meet up terus aja gitu biar ga ketemu juga. Hebatnya, mereka seemua bahagia sama kehidupannya. Salut! SAYANG DEH. BANGET.

HAPPY US!

Sekarang udah masuk universitas, udah mau 20 tahun, udah dewasa (harusnya). Makin banyak temen dan pengalaman hidup. Harus tau cara menikmati hidup dan gimana cara jalanin hidup gak pake melenceng. Makin banyak masalah dan yang pasti solusi dimana-mana. Seneng, udah mau 2015 kita masih bareng-bareng. Dan semoga sampe kita punya anak cucu, kita tetep barengan. DAMN, HOW LUCKY I AM? I have them. See you 2015, i'll create more my life! LOVE.

Jatuh Kepada Cinta.

Pernah merasakan yang namanya ‘jatuh’ hampir berkali-kali? ‘Jatuh’ yang sering diulang tanpa rasa sadar. Yang ‘jatuh’nya membuat kita bahagia, hati berbunga, setiap hari ada saja alasan untuk tersenyum. Iya, ‘Jatuh Cinta’. Jatuh cinta memang bukan hal yang biasa, bukan pula hal istimewa. Iya, lebih dari itu semua. Emeyjing.

Jatuh cinta bisa pada siapa saja dan kepada apa saja. Terlebih pada hati yang kepadanya kita teduh, yang memikirkannya kita tenang. Kepada manusia yang melihat parasnya membuat kita salah tingkah, dekat dengannya menjadikan kita aman.  Iya, jatuh kepada hati yang membuat kita jatuh seada-adanya. Sakit? Mungkin iya, jika hati tersebut tidak membalas, jangankan untuk membalas, untuk perduli pun rasanya berat. Senang? Tentu saja. Jika merasakan jatuh pada hati yang ingin jatuh bersama. Dua hati manusia yang dirangkai Tuhan dengan sedemikian rupa, tanpa ada manusia yang dapat menerkanya. Dan percaya saja, Tuhan telah menyimpan satu hati untukmu. Hati yang kelak menjatuhkanmu sejatuh-jatuhnya tanpa kamu berfikir bagaimana caranya untuk berdiri. Hati yang tau kelemahanmu tetapi dia tutupi dengan kelebihannya.

Tetapi, jatuh cinta yang hakiki adalah jatuh cinta kepada Tuhan mu sendiri. Sejak dirimu berada di alam arwah sampai akhir nafasmu di dunia, bahkan hingga kau ditempatkan di alam akhirat. Memang sulit mencernanya, apalagi manusia yang kurang asupan agama. “... Lalu mengapa Tuhan tidak menjatuhkanku pada cintaNya? Bukankah itu hal yang mudah?”, tidak semudah membalikkan telapak tangan, semua itu pilihan masing-masing manusia. Dan hingga detik ini, saya masih terus berusaha mencari ‘pangan’ rohani untuk menjatuhkan saya lebih dalam lagi kepada Sang Pencipta..

AH.. CINTA!

Tidak akan pernah habis menjabarkannya, dari ufuk barat hingga kembali ke barat. Tapi dunia tak melulu tentang cinta, tak melulu membahas hal sepele yang ngalor-ngidul hanya itu-itu saja. Percayalah, ada saatnya cinta dan kenyataan dipersatukan menjadi sebuah kehidupan, tanpa melupakan sosok Sang Pencipta yang memberikan itu semua. 

Tugas Autobiografi Bahasa Inggris

Dengan penuh perjuangan, ngubek-ngubek otak buat inget memori, sedikit ngasal nyusun kata-kata, bolak-balik kamus dan google translate yang lebih ngasal daripada yang nyari. Autobiografi ini ditulis karena tugas bahasa Inggris, sekalian menuhin isi blog. Mohon maaf jikalau seandainya ditemukan kata yang tidak dimengerti, karena sesungguhnya yang buat pun sedikit bingung menyusun dan mengolah kata dengan bahasa Inggris. (Sungguh hiperbola tingkat dewa). I am proudly present My Autobiograph. Cekidott.....

N Majianah is my name, people used to call me Meji and i am from Bekasi. I am a girl who was born in Bekasi on Wednesday, 22nd February 1995, as last daughter of Mr. Majid and Mrs. Surtianah. I’ll explain about my name story. N MAJIANAH. N is derived from the word Neng, which calls for woman bleed Sundaness. Majianah came from my parent’s name. I live in Harapan Indah, West Bekasi. I live with my mother and my cousin, my cousin’s name is Arsy. Arsy is son from my mother’s sister, his parent died when he was a toddler. My father had died long ago, since i was in Junior High School and my mother is a housewife and she is so beautiful in my eyes. I have three brothers and one sister, my sister and one of three brothers i have is from my father’s other wife. Ya, i have two mothers, but i never saw my stepmother because she had died. They are already married and have childrens. My first sister is Rina, she have two childrens, their name is Maria Ulfa and Irfan Fhadillah. Ulfa alraedy married and have two childrens. Irfan just graduated from Senior High School, yap he only difference one year from me. My second brother is Nurdin, he have one daughter and her name is Bella, she is so beautiful and cute. Rina and Nurdin is childrens from my stepmother and they live in Ujung Menteng, East Jakarta. My third brother is Nurdin, yap he have same name with my second brother. He have one daughter and her name is Nuraini. Aini’s face is similar with me. They live in Pandeglang, Banten, in my brother’s wife village. My last brother is Santa, he have one son, his name is Muhammad Rizky Aditya and they live not far from my  house. I very love my nephew and my nieces, they are so cute and smart like me. Yep, i am an aunty.

            The short story i started to study at school. I graduated from Madrasah Ibtidaiyah as Elementary School (SD) named MI Nusa Indah from 2001 untill 2007. I have to many memories in there. Because, in there i begin my first studied. I can write, read and draw, starting from there. After that, i graduated from Junior High School (SMP) Negeri 146 Jakarta from 2007 untill 2010. For enter into this level, i must study hard, because to get into this school i needs a high value in my raport. In Junior High School i’ve followed extracurricular English and basketball. I have some best friends and till now i having them. Very love them to much. I graduated from Vocational High School (SMK) Perbankan Nasional Jakarta from 2010 untill 2013. In this school, i have many friends and i have some bestfriends. We do things that we love together, story about our family, love and many more. And the last, i choose University Of Education, UBHARA (Universitas Bhayangkara Jakarta Raya) the faculty of economics with accounting majors from 2014 till now. I choose economy because when in Vocational High School, my major is accounting. My family suggested that continue my major, they are always support me.

            About my weakness and excess all of people sure have weakness and excess in their own and i am too. Most of my family and my friends, say that i am a melancholy, smart and consumptive. I always bring a feeling if someone tells something, cry if the musics melow. If i have some money i will buy something that i want though that is not important to me. Beside weakness, sure i have an excess. I am an optimist girl. When i was child, my parent always say than i am a succes girl and will be a successful woman. I am sure that, i am smart, friendly, i am cofidence, always think positive and sure i am a suggar girl. About my future goals, back to my hobbies, i love coffee. I think i will make coffee shop in the future and i will give name of my shop with “Queen Coffee Love”. Not only that, i have to many dreams and i will make my dreams happen. I want have a little family, a smart husband, some smart and cute kids, have a great carrier. And my biggest dream in my life is i want to make my mother happy in her oldest age. I will buy her a home, car and make her happy everytime. But, i have problem in this way. Because, i promised with my mother if i want to collage in university i will find money themselves. And i sure, i will do that for my mother, for my biggest dreams will come true. I must survive in this way because one and only reason is my mother’s smile. I will work to earn money for collage. To many people support me to be succesful woman, my brothers, my friends (and i always pray for their life too) and my mother is my biggest supporter!

            My others dreams is can go to many country, Australia, USA, Myanmar and where our prophet Muhammad SAW was born, Makkah, Saudi Arabia. For make my dreams come true, i must have skill to speaking on English language. For me, learning English language is very important. Other than English is international languange, because almost all companies demand that employess must have basic English language pasive or active. I learned English language since i was 6 years old. The first time i learned English, when i am in Elementary School. My teacher, Mrs. Suyanti S,Pd is my first teacher who taught me English language. She introduced me antlers and English letters. In Junior High School i am so enthusiastic with English language, because of that i choose English language for my extracurricular. Besides i like English, also because my teacher is very beautiful and very great. Ah, till now i always remember her face. Her name is Mrs. Nana Mahyana S,Pd. But, i have problem with speak English language and tanse. And i haven’t memorized of English vocabulary. But i always try to improve my skill, i reading some book with English language, i writing some story in my own social media with English language, i hearing music English and also i speak in English with some people who knew that i very love with English language. I have some friends from others country, they are from Myanmar and Philippine. I am so excited to speak or text with them and i hope i could meet them soon. So many advantages if i have more English language skills. Start from i can work in the biggest company wherever i want, can arround the world, have experiance in others country and become a teacher of English for my childrens in the future. Aaah to much advantages i will get. Hope i can have that skills soon, and i will try and always try to learn English language for my carrier, my future and my mother. I am is Queen of my self!